Oh Happy Day

I am really happy right now. I've stopped worrying and started letting the universe take care of me. I'm really acquiring the things I want. They seem to be coming my way without me having to do anything at all except ask, relax and wait, receive. It really is that easy. Before, I would ask, and then wait, and then worry and wonder why it wasn't coming, and then waited some more. If you take out the worry and wonder, your desire will manifest right before your eyes. Money comes out of nowhere. Love heads your way. And happiness surrounds you. What a crazy concept. It really is as easy as just asking and allowing. Believing that you deserve it and have no doubts that you don't deserve it and won't get it. I see it working all the time in my life. I have more work to do, but I can see it happening right now as well. I'm so excited to be able to get whatever I want in my life. To be fulfilled. To experience life.

Side Note

I have been looking for a cheap bed lately since I will be moving and the one I was using was my roommates. I don't have a lot of money and I need a bed to sleep on. I just wanted to let you know that I just found a bed...and it's free! That's right, free. And it's a new bed. Someone is giving it away and I just happened to see the listing. Also, I did the place mat exercise this morning and on the "universe" side I wrote that I wanted a guitar. I was interested in one that was for sale for $60. I emailed the guy selling it and asked if he'd take $45 for it and he said yes. So, now I have a bed and a guitar and a little money left in my bank account. How's that for deliberate creation!!!!!

Letting The Universe Take Care Of It

I've decided to stop worrying about whether or not I'll get what I desire. I will. It really does me no good to worry. Actually, it's the worst thing I can do for myself! I'm going to ask for it and expect to receive it. I've started doing some exercises from the website http://www.whatanicewebsite.com/Connee/Lessons.htm that will help me obtain that which I desire. I've only been doing these exercises for two days and already I can see a change in my mood. I'm not as worried about getting what I want. I just have to trust that I will get it. I must take time out of my day to do these exercises if I want to deliberately create the instances in my life. I did some this morning and already I'm feeling so much better. Since I've done the exercises I've started to worry less about whether I'll get what I want, I've let go of the anger I held toward my roommate, I feel inspired to start activities that I've wanted to start, and I find a lot to appreciate about people I know and people I don't know. And this is only after 2 days of these exercises. I can't imagine what it will be like a month or a year from now! And I've only done 2 or 3 of the exercises. There are 17 that I'm able to take advantage of. Also, in my free time I read other blogs and material to keep me focused on my feelings and to inspire me. Anyway, I can see so many things changing in my life for the better. I'm feeling better and I'm appreciating things I took for granted before. This stuff really does work!

Ask And It Is Given

So, I had the absolute worst day yesterday. I was letting a person (my roommate) and her actions make me so angry. I was angry all day at work and no matter what I did, whether it was reading the "Finding My Way To Well-Being" (click on the link to the right to read this blog) blog or trying to calm myself through my own thoughts, nothing seemed to work. As I was reading the well-being blog I came across an idea that I thought I would try. Suzanne had mentioned that she would ask the Law of Attraction Manager for good thoughts and feelings. On my train ride home I closed my eyes and silently asked God (my Law of Attraction Manager) to send me good thoughts and good feelings because I can't conjure them on my own. I kept repeating this phrase the entire way home and tried to focus on just asking for good thoughts and feelings to be sent to me. I just wanted to get out of the mood I was in. As soon as I got off the train I got a call from my new roommate and she asked if I wanted to go out. (First good thing) She also invited me to stay at the apartment so I wouldn't have to be in such a bad mood since my roommate would be there. (Second good thing) Then when I got in to work this morning my roommate wasn't here (she works with me also). (Third good thing) I'm in a much better mood and I believe it's because I asked for good thoughts and good things to be sent to me and then left it up to the universe to bring me my desires. I'm moving out of my apartment this Thursday and my roommate is leaving this company on Friday (or maybe today since she's not here). I truly believe I created my circumstances. It was very hard to do yesterday. Probably one of the hardest days I've had in awhile. Oh, and to make things even better, I got an email regarding a deliberate creation group that I had inquired about awhile ago. I'll hopefully be attending meetings soon to help me learn more about deliberate creation. I want to thank everyone who has helped me on my journey. It means so much to me. Learning this isn't easy and it doesn't happen over night. I'm glad to have so many people supporting me. Have an amazing day!

I'll See It When I Believe It

That's a hard concept to grasp. It's easy to believe something once you see it. But if you turn that around and say, "I'll see it when I believe it", that's not as easy to do. But that's what I've got to do if I want my life to turn out the way I want it. It's so hard to have blind faith that your desire will come to you. If anyone has any ideas that will help me grasp this idea, please tell me. I mean, I know it works, I've seen it. But when you want something and that something isn't coming to you, it's hard to believe it will come if you aren't seeing any results. But maybe I'm just missing the results. Maybe there are some things happening but I just don't see them. And maybe I'm not seeing results because I don't believe it will come. Or maybe I'm impatient. I don't know. I just want to believe it will happen and leave it up to the universe to make it come to me. It's just hard. How do I know for sure my desire will manifest? I suppose I'll say some affirmations and keep visualizing and reading more material about deliberate creation. That's all I can do I guess. Ask and it is given. Your wish is granted. Now just sit back and allow your desire to come to you!

I Know Why This Is Causing Me Trouble

I've been having some problems with my roommate lately. I know exactly why I'm having problems. It's been hard for me to see my roommate in a good light. Instead of trying to see the positive things about her, I am only able to see the bad. I'm attracting this kind of behavior to me by doing this. I am going to try to turn this situation around by only thinking good things about her. Try to find something that I appreciate about her. And if a negative thought comes into my head about her (which it so often does), I'm going to push it out. I'm going to think of other things in my life that I appreciate as well. I'm going to appreciate the unexpected bonus I received on this week's paycheck. I'm going to appreciate my wonderful friends who have been so supportive of me in everything I do. I'm going to appreciate the beautiful weather that we've had lately. I'm going to appreciate my job and the people I work with who make it enjoyable. I'm going to appreciate my Dad and my siblings for always staying behind me no matter what. And I have to realize that my roommate is just in a place in her life where she feels the need to behave this way. She is doing what she thinks is right at this moment in time. And the Law of Allowing means I have to let people think, do, say what they want and not just tolerate it, but accept it and appreciate it. I'm definitely going to work on that. I only see good things in my future!

I Think We're On To Something

With the way my life has been going lately, I wonder why I would ever choose to feel negative. I've been having positive results and things in my life are going EXACTLY how I want them too. It's so funny because my thoughts are literally materializing right in front of my face! I've been really focused lately. I medidate, listen to audio recordings from different coaches, visualize what I want, and constantly ask and thank the universe for the things I desire. I have also been telling myself that I deserve to have these things. I found the perfect apartment with awesome roommates, I'm making more money from my sales job, the guy I like seems to be interested in me, and I'm just feeling happy. When a negative thought creeps in, I push it out immediately. I actually say to myself "Oh, just stop it!" and I don't give it another thought. Negative thoughts can't help but make their way into your head but you have the choice to demolish it or to keep thinking about it. I think it actually helps to tell it to stop. I don't know why, but it does! I have also been working on allowing my desires to come to me. Instead of jumping to action to try and change something I don't like, now I just sit back and visualize and it just comes to me. My prior blog about the $10 bill is a good example. Normally when I don't have any money, my mind starts to race as to how I can get some. I would probably try to sell something or do some odd job to make the money I needed. This time however, I just visualized money coming into my life, and it did! Easy as that! I'm not saying that will always happen, but right when I needed it, it came. So, my point of this blog is to let you know that negative thoughts will creep in, but please just choose to ignore it and tell it to go away. Focus on the positive things and the things you want in your life and then just allow them to come. Everything you want will come to you. In perfect timing. Have a great day!

Relax

I've learned something over the past couple of days. I need to learn to relax and stop worrying. The universe will provide me with the things I need if I will just let it. If I have no money, I have to stop worrying about where it's going to come from. The universe will provide it. If I have no boyfriend, I have to stop worrying when I will. The universe will provide it. When I'm worrying, I'm doing exactly what I don't want, which is attracting the things I don't want. I need to trust that I will get what I want. It will come in due time. As soon as I'm willing to allow it, it will come. I'm ready to allow myself to have more of an income. I'm ready to allow myself to be in a relationship. I'm ready. For anything. I trust that the universe will bring me what I want. It's much nicer to be relaxed than to worry all the time. Worrying does no good.

There's Proof In The Pudding

Here's a story that shows the proof of visualization. I am super poor right now. I have about $3 to my name and no food in my fridge. So, yesterday I was on my way home and as I was walking I started to visualize myself finding a $20 bill on the ground. I did this all the way home. I didn't find any money. This morning on my way to work I walked into Dunkin Donuts to buy a bagel with my $3 and as I'm standing in line, I look down to the ground, and there lies a $10 bill. I look around to see if it might be somebody else's. It turns out it isn't. So I picked it up and paid for my bagel with it. It just goes to show you folks the amazing power of visualization and deliberate creation! I can't wait to see what pops up next!

The Best Way To Get What You Want

I think the best way to get the things you want in life is to allow yourself to receive them. Oftentimes we think about and worry about whether or not we are going to get the things we want. If you just sit back, ask the universe for the things you want, know deep down that you will get them, and just allow them to come, you will be well on your way to having your desires. When you focus on the the lack of having something in your life, you are drawing more of that lack into your life. If you are worried about whether or not you will receive what you asked for, you are attracting more lack into your life. Don't worry about whether you will receive it or not. Just know you will and allow yourself to receive it. When you go to work in the morning you know your office will be in the same place it was yesterday. In the same way, know that what you want in your life will be there as well. Don't doubt that it won't be there. It will.

Sometimes It's Hard

Situations may arise that cause you to be in a bad mood. At these times, in particular, it is so important to change the way you think. You may have a situation when you just can't find what you need to change your attitude. If it is a person that is bugging you, just remember that that is just the place they are in their lives. They are different from you and you should embrace that. Not everyone will see your point of view. Not everyone will agree with you 100 percent of the time. The way they are acting is the only way they are capable of acting at this particular moment in time. Try to see the good in that person or to at least understand why they may be acting this way. Give them some time, meditate, find something to appreciate about that person. If this is too hard for you, which it sometimes may be, picture that person as an innocent little child at the age of 5. It is much harder to dislike a 5 year old child than it is an adult. Once you have that image in your head, realize that this person is the 5 year old child you see and try to appreciate their life and the place they are at in it. Then just give it some time and you will see how that person will either come around or you will be at peace with the situation.

Deliberate Creation

As of now, this blog is about Deliberate Creation. I am going to focus on abundance in my life, the power of the law of attraction, and deliberately creating what I want in my life. One of the definitions of the Law of Attraction is: What you radiate outward in your thoughts, feelings, mental pictures and words, you attract into your life. Now, we've all wanted something in our lives so badly and focused on that time and time again. But what we don't realize is that most of the time when we are focusing on these things, it is in a negative light. We must learn how to put a positive spin on what it is we want and get to that 'feel good' place. If we can focus on what we want in this light, rather than in negativity, we will soon see the results we want. Keep this in mind the next time you want something in your life, whether that be money, love, a car, or whatever. You can have it if you know how to ask for it!