Here We Go Again

Ok, I know this stuff works. When I actually spend the time and do the work, it works. So, why do I fall in the ruts that I fall in. I'm not in a rut now but I just got out of one. I was feeling sorry for myself and didn't even try to make myself in a better mood. I just don't know why it should have to be so much work to feel good. I want to just wake up happy everyday. I don't want to have to make myself in a better mood. I'm just hoping someday, if I do all the work that needs to be done, I won't have to work so hard at it. It's not like I'm totally grumpy everyday but I'm definitely not chipper and happy everyday. I think I just need to do daily exercises every morning to get to a feel good place. It's a good way to start the day. I've recently started a free journal and it's my second day and I can already feel a change in the way I'm feeling. I'm more at peace. I feel like I don't have to worry about every little thing. Also, I started to meditate at night. I just want to clear my mind. It seems like my mind is running a million miles an hour. I'm always thinking about something. How to better myself. What I want to do. Who I want to be. Thinking about my job. Thinking about my diet. Thinking about the guy I like. It's tiring. I need some peace and quiet in my head. And this seems to work somewhat. I think I'm on my way to the life I want to lead. Yay for me!

Life Is Grand

My life is excellent right now. I actually couldn't be more happy. I'm finally making some money at my job. I'm selling like crazy! And I've started school to work on my PhD. I'm successfully able to manage going to school full time and working about 32 hours per week. I'm doing well in school and I'm able to make money at the same time. Also, I lost about 25 pounds and I feel so much more confident and beautiful. I'm healthier than I've ever been! My love life has turned around completely. I met the most wonderful guy and he is so awesome. We have so much fun together and we enjoy life. He makes me so happy. Oh, also, this past weekend I was able to spend my money on a whole new wardrobe. I'm making so much money that I don't even know what to do with it. I've paid all my debts and have a solid savings account so I thought I deserved a little shopping spree. I'm so happy right now I can't even explain to you how happy I am!

The above paragraph is a technique I learned called scripting. You act like you are 6 months ahead of where you actually are and you write about how you want your life to be in 6 months. Pretend as if it is actually 6 months in the future. I've found that doing this makes me feel so good and gets me in a good mood. It also occupies my mind for enough time to start manifesting my desires (17 seconds or more). So, try this and see if it works for you. It puts me in a good mood everytime!

It's Already Working!!

So, I just published my last blog about an hour ago. And about two hours ago I started to read Suzanne's blog. So, as soon as I read her blog I started practicing her technique. Part of the reason I was having a bad day yesterday was because of a certain guy I've been dating. He was being stupid, like guys normally are, and I was feeling bad about it. So, today I read the blog, practiced the technique, and literally about an hour later, the guy I'm seeing calls me to apologize for being so stupid! And I booked an order at work (which makes me more money). I'm beginning to think this new technique works. Man, it's just great to know these little secrets!!

Funny How Things Work Out

If you read my last blog, you'll know that I've been in somewhat of a rut lately. And last night topped it off. I was just feeling sorry for myself and feeling really alone. Then today I started to read one of my favorite blogs http://findingmywaytowellbeing.blogspot.com/ and I immediately started to feel better. In my last blog I was asking for help in feeling good when things aren't going well. And this blog answered me. It's just funny how things appear when you ask for them. All you have to do is ask. That's it. Just let it happen. I think sometimes you need bad days like the one I had so you can appreciate the good ones. And if you just get it out of the way, you can be on your way to the good days. In the above mentioned blog, Suzanne brings to light a new technique that I think might work. I'm going to start practicing it right now. We'll see if it works as well for me as it is for her. Thanks so much Suzanne. Again you've come through for me!